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I've noticed disaster always seems to strike when I'm doing my summer acting camp and my brother is conveniently in california at debate camp. first my dad was in the hospital, then my grandpa, then my uncle and cousin were in a car accident, and now my mom has belspalsy. So now I heard my parents having this (censored)y argument and I think they're still at it. my god they're both being really really stoopy. PEOPLE. can't live with them, can't live without them. Especially the former... no, maybe the latter... what evs.

Operation become an emo werewolf and get security job in fancy building during night shift! Or just turn 18 and go to college... that would work too. WHATEVER. i am so over like everything. I just want to like sleep till 11 and be an arteest the rest of the day. is that too much to ask?? besides the fact that I'd be putting myself in insomnia danger and i'd get sunlight starved. No, I don't hate all people, i love you guys. some people are just so... illogical and shortsighted and egocentric and unobservant and stubborn and close-minded.

Anyway, i'm sorta freaked for the improv show tomorrow. i mean it's in front of a whole bunch of people, and obviously we make everything up on the spot. eeks. I also sorta want to get it over with because it's daunting and I don't want to wake up at 7. ALSO I don't want it to end because I've become incredibly close with the people in our group and I basically may never see them again or not until next year, and it was really fun. I mean not close in the way that like I got to school with you guys and know you for years but in the "i trust you to cover my back" and skipping around in circles every morning together way. i don't know, it was just really fun and went fast. like this july has like owned all! July is always the best. like fourth of the july was awesome, and improv, now fencing, and like xjo fellex weff zef paac!

on a happymaking note, it rained. not for long enough though. I still feel the agonized cries of yellow grass, but it makes the earth feel more hydrated. rain is so awesome. I continue my eternal refrain. there was some lightening but not enough to make it not-cool. I dislike it when the element of fire intrudes on the water element's moment! I'm not so much a fire person as some people could tell >.>

There was this talent show at improv during rec and I am so sad that this person made up their own song! because it is so awesome and stuck in my head! I want it on itunes! augh!

New twilight trailer out. A few lines of awesome editted vampire sadism! woo! I'll watch the movie even if it's only for the last scene! When they said that the security guard was killed by an animal, i'm like "WHAT!" new moon and twilight combined??? then I realized that the vampires don't just make two nice holes in the neck they just like chew on you till you bleed, so it would appear that way. woo! you can find that and more here

yeah so my parents stopped arguing it seems but they're both still stoopy. and my mom just always walks away from an argument whenever she wants to. bleh. i'll tell you how the improv went tomorrow.