I-am-not-a-robit

well life has taken on a rather tiring cycle. School, play practice, three hours at home for homework etc. WEEKEND PLX. PLX. It's sort of self inflicted though, that I'm in the play. but it's too late to quit. i wish some of my friends were in it though some people are nice. but it makes me feel all anti-social loserish. I am so tired I want to die, or wait... I want to sleep! what a concept!

So yeah. There's not much to post about because it's not actually like I've had time do some something fun, that I wanted to do, that made me happy or was cool in any way. Except for like lunch, but i'm not going to post about lunch because that would be lame and all of you were already there. Three more weeks!

Oh! because we have masks in the play we don't have to wear any eye makeup! I don't get to look scary! (but i don't have to go through pain and suffering trying to get it off :D) But the base costume he is describing sounds like a ninja costume. which is fine with me. And I get leafy things to wear for being a dryad. Is wearing leafy things worth 6th o'clock rehearsals? You guessed it, no.

I hate a-days
I hate wednesdays.
I hate weekdays.
I hate school.
I hate everything.
EXCEPT...!

My plans for my future cottage/house! (Sorry i got really bored when I was sick and stared at the beautiful cottage paintings in my room for the longest time.) Okay I admit that a cottage isn't very realistic. Nor is being transported back a century or two. SO. to keep up with the times I'm more thinking of an almost equally awesome art studio/house. Thinking as in being bored in math and having a wandering mind... But I'll miss my imaginary loom and herb garden :( God this is sort of sad considering I'll probably end up in some suburban home with a minivan and screaming babies and no art studios or 12 acres of woods to speak of. But one can always hope!

Speaking of which I decided my ultimate goal in life is to be able to paint as well as "Eva". I just realized while I stared that there's an obvious signature in the corner of the cottage paintings. It just says "Eva". so now Eva is totally my H. They are AMAZING. I wonder who Eva is... (tried google search, but she's not that well known.)

So yeah, sleep... wake up... repeat.