:(

I'm just not in a very good mood, in general. It's very nice that school is over and now there is freedom though but my aversion to people or "stoopies" isn't gone even now that I don't have to be surrounded by them for 5/7. which is annoying, I am thinking about my whole apartment strategy again. And now my Cattail place is gone! augh! it got flooded, which is so sad. It was nice to be able to go out into the middle of the field where no sane people would go and lay down where nobody could see me with my sweatshirt over my eyes with my ipod. ipods are, by definition, not stoopies.
I guess I should just become a crazy old cat woman (minus the cats, achooo) when I'm older and like be the kind of eccentric old lady who can afford to have her house air lifted into some forsaken swamp because she married and killed a bunch of ancient zillionaires. But in the shorter term, become an emo psychopath that takes the night shift as a security guard at a shiny building in new york and spends the day sleeping. The day sleeping also sounds nice, because I'm still tired, but it's in a nicer way than at school because I know I actually have time to sleep off.

Anyway, since I'm none of the above... but yeah none of you guys are stoopies. I'm just have a mental virus, i'll get over it. With the help of like.. my two audiobooks. The good thing about school is it offered some structure, and it's sort of like you love to hate it. I dunno maybe I'm crazy especially considering all of the sheep that were baaahing in my ear all year. (and you guys mooing at lunch ;) this sounds a lot like a farm.)

The watercolor painting class was canceled :( hopefully i'll be able to get into another one though. I guess I should paint either way. I can only go so wrong with practicing to get better :-p

le sigh. i'm trying to end this one story but I can't bring myself to do it ;_; i'll wait until ... i can bring myself to make myself more sad.