That's something to (not) consider...

God, sometimes i just wish i could take advice given to me by one 'ER' "why don't you just move out an live in an apartment" Yes, very wise advice indeed, given to me by the wise man on top of the mountain. So now i have the laptop in my room, which is helps immensely. I go downstairs for mostly food related reasons or to leave the house or go to the basement, or if i have friends over. But otherwise, it's sometimes not a good idea. First of all, its a mess. The house is usually a mess. sometimes/usually i take initiative (perfectionism? ocd, not really.) and clean up the kitchen or living room. Maybe my family can live with living in a mess but I can't. My mom complains that i am in my room too long and she wants to "see me" but errg! why should i go downstairs just to be "seen". Another reason not to, is i'll go downstairs and "oh look, maggie's there, she must be available to do whatever, can you take the load out of the drier and fold it? oh look, the dog wants to go out, can you load up the dishwasher?" "i was kinda just getting dinner in the middle of-" *person walks away* "... my essay?" so pathetically, some of my food trips end up being very covert operations. HA

Pros of having my own apartment:
~ cleanliness! yay! And only my stuff would be around, it wouldn't be so clogged up. I think i could have it pretty organized with only a bit of organized mess.
~ no nagging. nuff said.
~ it's not like i don't already make my meals, make my shopping lists, do my laundry, clean my room/kitchen. now all i need is to be paid for going to school lol. (i love how impractical this is, see, i admit it)
~ no noise pollution. my house is relatively quiet, but that would always be nice.
~yay! (yes, that is a logical reason.)

So my mom doesn't see why i can't just use the lappy in the computer room? un disastre! no me gusta! en tus suenos! it is inhabited by a teen age boy, what do you expect. WAIT now that i bring that up, why don't they bug my brother?' he has less homework, they like never ask him to do the stuff that i do, never nag about not seeing him (he's in the computer room on the first floor, but it's not like they ever go in to "see" him) and he's messy and sometimes whiney! (but a cool person anyway...) but this is unjust! Ugughlhghl (noise of disgust and... ugh)

So... do I have anything else to complain about? Heh... sorry about that you guys. Oh! I've been saying that i feel like a nazgul and all that jazz but now i'm happy! I feel not tired! I almost got 10 hours of sleep last night because i methodically planned that I was going to "accidently" sleep through my alarm. When ever I have 10 or less hours of sleep between two nights then i have to start taking evasive action! in other words, i skipped band. yay! i'm not a nazgul anymore. I'm a person. I'm so proud... ....

good night. i'll probably be a nazgul again tomorrow but i usually manage to hide that unpleasant fact.

me